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I'm almost always serious, and almost never serious.
Names never stick.
And by now I'm so sick of stupidity, malice, amorality, let-downs, conplacancy, borderline agony, that I have 0 patience. Not even for self-preservation purposes, honestly.
I'm all claws and rudeness, but really; that's mostly because for too long I was a saint ..wiith the luck of a Baudelair.
Am I harsh? Yeah. You fucking deserve it.
I tried to be patient, dumb and mellow everything down, and apparently, that only results in slothy wimpery all around. – You know what? Just deal with shit.
And if you can't, well I'm going to enjoy the chaos of the fall-out.
And ok, originally I've liked acting, but that was before me barely having capacity for basic human skills, so having to play a 100% fake 100% of the time irl in order to survive, I really don't feel inclined to not just let all the bloody walls down home, even post-apocalypse.
Well that's what the internet is.

I may be kind of like a little kid, I'm not sure. – But if I am, then again, excuses: I should be dead. Personally, I'm quite proud of my ability to sustain myself, and my self.
Nonetheless, it's probably a thing. I seem to be speedily switching between global politics and wanting to buy out a baby shop... Started fixing fucked up stories, sleeping on good old Spidey pillow, head-cocking, randomly building miniature buildings out of trash and re-learning basic arithmetics.

It appears my personality is kind of a mash-up of a Red Ranger and an illustrous Slytherinn. – Which, mind you, is definitely not the reason red and green are my favourite colours, but. (The real reason is stupider.)
And in terms more formal? Damn INxx. Apparently that's also a thing. Perfect T-F/P-J balance. Extremely open, prolly pathologically conscietous.
Strangely, morally unstable. ..Does that actually make me Chaotic? It's like sometimes I glitch, and am instantly Social Neutral or Chaotic Good or Neitral Evil. I mean, that's new. (But 99% of the time? Rebel Moral.)
Kind of a trickster. Kind of a teacher. Kind of a leader. Definitely River-level damaged. Hell, more I think. Can't deny it.
There comes a moment, when even the most mentally op determinator can only be Crazy Sane...
I mean, hello, I'm basing my existence around yoghurt.
(-And a game I've never really played..)

Seeing as I'm in the MCU and Lokidom fan business, I feel I gotta say, aside from their aprons, ships and hairstyling, I really don't give a shit about vikings.
Also, funnily, Norse mythology is the only one I don't like to dig into once in a while.
Yet I have considerable interest in Northern Europe... And the aliens vaguely derived from the shit.
Yeah.
I really do like to make straightforward sense, right?

Anyway.
I get chatty when I should be asleep...


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